Waiting for you

I feel like I’ve been waiting a lifetime for you, little one.

The bigger this bump gets the more I look forward to seeing your little face for the first time and feeling the warm weight of you, safely in my arms. It’s still very surreal that you’re arrival will change our family dynamics completely, and that you’ll be part of all our lives forever, I just can’t wait for you to meet your big brother Grayson for the first time, we all have so much to look forward to together.

It’s funny to think that I don’t know you at all yet, & how can I love someone so much without knowing them? I don’t even know if you’ll be a boy or a girl, let alone what you’ll look like or who you’ll grow up to be; but one thing I do know that your existence has already brought so much joy into my life and that you are so loved already. They say that light will often pierce the darkness when we least expect it, & you certainly did that, thank you.

There are no words to describe the joy I felt when I found out I was pregnant with you, my heart needed you, my little rainbow baby. I can’t wait for you to become part of our growing family, and until then, I’ll wait patiently for you.



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  2. That’s the most beautiful post ever ❤️

  3. Such beautiful post Hannah. So much love for your family and can’t wait to meet the newest member.

  4. That blog post is so beautiful. It even made me a little bit emotional reading about this little rainbow baby. So happy for you and your sweet family. Best wishes & all the love xxx

  5. Such a beautiful post, Hannah! I really cannot wait to see if a little boy or girl will be joining your family. I hope you enjoy the end of pregnancy!

    xoxo Mollie

  6. lovely Hannah, I’m a silent viewer, I’ve been watching since the vlog when Grayson had a spa day, I think it was one of the best days of my life. Even though I’m young seeing your relationship with Grayson makes me excited for the relationship I will hopefully have with my Child. Thank you for inspiring me in every thing you do Xx

  7. It’s the most beautiful post I’ve ever read.. I can’t describe how happy I am for you and your family to begin your new chapter in Bath and with your new Baby.
    I guess I’ve seen almost all of your personal and family vlogs and I can honestly say that you’re the best.
    While watching your videos I wish that one day, when I have my own child, I’ll be able to create a family like you. I look forward to that moment.
    Wish you all the best, you really deserve it…
    Love, Weronika

  8. Beautiful, Hannah. You look gorgeous as well. All the best. Xxx

  9. I’m so happy for you and stef, so magical to see you grow as well – can’t wait to see the lil bubba!

    Lucy | Forever September

  10. Awww I love it, I can’t wait to see if it’s a boy or girl! I’ve been watching since Grayson was just a few months old and I’m so excited to meet the newest little Michalak! <3

  11. Beautiful pictures. You are blessed to have such a wonderful garden

  12. Lovely sentiment shared by mommies around the globe through all of human existence. Isn’t it a magical connective experience? Women change everything with this love. Love your work Hannah 🙂

  13. Thank you, Hannah, for sharing this ! I love the fact that we, as readers, get to see this side of you. It’s a side we don’t get to see in the weekly videos or in your vlogs. I am so happy for you guys to welcome to the world an adorable rainbow baby.

    PS: I think you meant your arrival instead of you’re at the third line.